cobwebs
Art by Zahra Ali
Absence by Alexander Lam-Gaudet (12)Dirty and dingy,
are what the catacombs whisper. An alignment of stone, grout, and miscellaneous, absurd supports arching. With dusk fleeting, and the quiet of the labyrinth settling, my heavy, leather bent boots echo back. It’s not long before the dust flies up, again. Cobwebs hang discreetly above, near the dim light of candles, far and obscure in the distance. I can’t decide whether to hug my knees to my chest in the corner, or stride in the shadows in front of me. My hand grazes the surface of the floor, cold concrete beneath my fingers. A chill rides up my spine like a vessel of blood streaming, ever thick and weighing me down. I am filled with an ache, a silhouette of people There’s an absence in longing, pining for the past, and expecting the future to be the same |
The Cage by Averey Nguyen (11)Nostalgia doesn’t come to you It escapes It breaks free From the shackles your mind Had placed and locked away In favour of growth To trap the old To make room for new, To wash away memories To pour in some skills But memories don’t fade They renew Like the blood in our veins, like marrow Like salt in the sea, water in the ocean They fade not, but instill itself deep They cling to our minds Like barnacles to boat masts Hearing, seeing our memories come back to life Weakens the restraints of the fleshy cage That is our hearts, the solid gates That is our bones We feel it creep deep Slowly exploding warmth into the core That carries us like the current That hurts us for what was once An often occurrence, now a distant memory That became trapped, longing to be free Longing for the wind to blow In its direction once more |
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I was once her most prized possession,
She flaunted me, flattered me, hung me around her neck and polished me, I was everything, I saw everything, Every laugh, every cry, We were together every waking moment of the day. And when night fell, when the wisps of black whisked around her room, I watched over her. I still do. But now, when day comes and sunlight hits the corner of every room, It ignores me. I haven’t felt the light since she picked out a new necklace to flourish. And so I wait. I don’t know how long it’s been, but my heart grows weary where my body can’t, And the cobwebs are beginning to grow. They trap me to the weathered countertop, keeping me dusted, wilted, My only use being a perch for something old, And as I watch her dance in the light dangling a necklace anew, I wonder if I’ll ever feel the light again, Or if I’ll be left here, to wilt within cobwebs. |
Art by Zahra Ali |
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I might just have perished long ago
Trampled on, swept away, left withering in helplessness. In these nights of torment I live on, for I have reason to live, A place once bustled now abandoned, an abode for solely you and I Trapped in a scene from many’s dreams Four walls fitted to fantasy, agonized by darkness, neglection, and terror. Sentenced to a lifetime gone in a glimpse, two prisoners capable of escape. Railroads reside within, victims disguising in passenger coaks. Tracks not tracked to unfetter, but connect one conductor to the other. Like all cuboids alike, this one too sports six flat faces Desperation indeed so blinding in irrational crystal cases. So I will spend every eternity forever and ever more, reaching for you as you near me. And every moon that elapses, I will wield all I have to anchor my silk path to yours. My threads are blown away and will be onwards. Hope will not be lost! For love ignites my eight legs beyond the wicked icicles of both world’s wonders. |
Art by Nourah Amano |
Art by Charlotte Coleman
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Sculptor's Angel by Nazeefa Alomgir (12)An angel cemented in marble, carved and etched to perfection.
She stood alone on frigid stone ground, sculpted by her own reflection. He, who paralleled her in every way, stopped to admire her every day He brought her bouquets of roses, handwritten poems, and garnished her in ivory jewels and silver ornaments Until one day, it stopped. Her body became home to dust as silken cobwebs laced around her, suffocating the rigid edges of her once-adorned skin. Abandoned by the one who created her. She was alone once more. Perhaps, not entirely alone. Every evening after dusk, as the sun’s warmth faded, a lone crow perched upon her still shoulder His beak carried findings from afar, each gathered just for her A single rose plucked from the nearby bushes, shimmering gems and stolen trinkets, and a frayed ribbon wrapped around her exposed marble skin. He had returned to his angel, and is now forever under her wing. |
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I’ve been here before, but it’s not the same. These walls that once danced with life and family are dreary and spiritless. A place I called home can no longer be called anything but inhospitable, the smell of expiration stronger at every opening. I move slowly, taking in all of what’s left.
The walls are dusty, cobwebs plastered between the corners and the ceiling, the only sign of life this place has had in a decade. The couches are ripped, springs sticking out at every angle, stuffing piled onto the floor. My mom used to sit there, the golden sunlight dancing on her face, as she read her books of romance and mystery. The rocking chair, old and knocked over, was the only place my father would sit while watching the game, popcorn flying out of his mouth as he screamed at the tv. I smile bittersweetly, remembering how upset my mom would get when she had to vacuum the carpet afterward. I turn away once I realize that the tears will get to me, and see our faux Christmas tree, green plastic branches wilted, as if they know what happened years ago. Some of the plastic lightbulbs have broken apart, their once jolly colours on the floor. If I could go back, to see this tree and the merry it brought me, I wouldn't think twice. |
Art by Lily Beeson |
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Weave it, weave, over and under and over and under and over and over and over and over again. Did they ever see me?
It’s lonely up here, in my corner. I’m not alone, of course, I’ve got the flies, the mosquitoes, and every unfortunate being that’s had the misfortune of being trapped here with me. I’m not alone, but I’ve never felt so lonely. It’s a peculiar feeling, really, to know that after everything you weren’t worth anything. After every drop of sweat and every scream, cry, urge to be better. It was never enough. … “Did you seriously lose the ball again? No, don’t whine, go get it! And tear down that hideous web while you’re at it.” And there went hours and hours, minutes into seconds into hours, days, weeks, months, time, time spent, my time, taken down with a flick of their finger and a grunt of disgust as they carelessly tore my life apart. And I start again. And my stomach screams at me, my head swims. I eat the small wisps of the web, hoping I’ll have enough to make it until tomorrow. Every night they tear them down, I go to sleep with hunger in my stomach knowing there’ll be no webs to catch my food tonight. And every day my legs grow weaker and my back sores as I know my time is running out. |
Art by Zahra Ali |
Picture by Moon Advincula
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Picture by Charlotte Coleman
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